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Saturday, September 19, 2009

i just realised that it has been 12 days since the last i have bothered to do this entry.

well basically last week i was really sick, i had diarrhea, vomit, fever, flu, cough, sore-throat whatsoever not. a few days ago before all these happened, or whenever i am feeling fine, i was wondering about the feeling of being sick, ie. being weak and feeble and such. i guessed someone granted this wish of mine, and i am down with all these. it was really horrible. for the past few days, it is as though i am having some sort of morning sickness, the feeling was like hell, i felt like dying in excruciating pain, and all these about an hour before prelim paper starts. thank goodness i am alright now... though meanwhile initially suspected that i am suffering from food poisoning (since i ate so much last week, but then that was hypothetically, and unproven cause the others who ate with me were all perfectly fine), and then gastric flu...
(i was goggling to know what i am suffering from, just in case you know, like bird flu or something)
the symptons for gastric flu and food poisoning are about the same... but then again, i couldn't be suffering from over influx of gastric juices right? since i ate so much (maybe here and then which screwed up my digestive system)
so after about three days of diarrhea and vomiting in the mornings, the third day was the worst when i decided to eat a piece of charcoal pill just before bio paper 3 (since jo said that charcoal pill helps), it turned out very very very bad, practically dying, and my mum was like rubbing oil and such, massaging my tummy (which is extremely painful and i was really crying to ask her to stop) and thus, predicting its stomach bloatedness, in another terms, stomach wind. i thought i might need to go to the hospital if this persist on, thank goodness after quite awhile it was better and i manage to make it on time for the bio paper... and i had chem paper 1 after that..
anyways stomach bloated-ness makes sense.. perhaps i ate so much and had so much wind trapped within me. my dad said it was stress induced too. and it was proven according to sources which i have been reading through to diagnose myself. lol.

i never ever like to rely on medicine as i believe that self immunity is vital, just in case there are some incurable disease out there someday, like those we see in movies like the legend, resident evil and such, i do not certainly want the virus to control me. haha, it is just some crazy, unrealistic thought.
(that was why i suffered so many days... which is really unusual... each day hoping the next day willbe as per normal again =.=)
maybe this was how people felt when they had gastric/ stomach flu/ food poisoning etc which i had never experience ever before, but now i do know how it felt.

oh, last week, i had so much good food, so much so much.
and i was stuffing myself alot (quakers granola bars-cookies and cream flavour! especially since i brought two boxes from church the week before where they sold it 2 boxes for $1! certainly irresistable.) when i was studying too. =.=
but i suppose they should be all out of my system.

=/ they are burning all those paper money again, at least this marks the end of the hungry ghost month. but with the current haze and all, the burning are making the air so bad that i can smell it in my enclosed room right now. i was just thinking a few moments ago, it was like when i was youg, when my mum used to burn paper offerings, i always see many people doing the same thing. and now when i'm a cahtolic, i find that many people are catholics too! (remind me, TPT)

(okay i got to go now, mum is chasing, 1am now too)
ciao!